One of those days..
When I just hate life..
I don’t know how many more times I can take this girl popping into my dreams. I never want to go to sleep anymore because I know she’ll be there, mocking my reality..
Its quite hard trying to force a love out of my heart once it has taken root. But if I am to look into her eyes again, without an ache spreading through my chest and a weight in my stomach, I have to find a way to no longer want her.
Hmm..this sucks :/